Hey! It’s just another Valentine’s Day, as usual. Ha ha ha… Ya Ya, I know exactly what you will say, that you don’t count on these numbers and dates. It’s true, that numbers and dates don’t have that importance, unless one really means it! Alright, no more argument on that.
Well, today, I would like to tell you something that I couldn’t or didn’t get a chance in all these years. Better late than never!
The other day, off the chance I was thinking or just playing with some words, you remember how I love to do this! I was playing with “What” and “If”, those are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But when you simply put them together, side-by side, and they have that power to haunt you for the rest of your life, our life, yours and as well as mine.
“What if?”, “What if!” “What if…”
I don’t know how our story ended, or rather to say never started in actual, or it’s yet to start, but if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now?
You need only the courage, I need, to follow our or at least as of now my heart. I know someday it will reach you, by whatever way. I don’t know what a love like Heer-Raanjha, Laila-Majnu, Romeo-Juliet, etc. feels like, as I really didn’t know them! I know you and only you.
A love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for, but I’d like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I’d have the courage to seize it. And, Dear You, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.
I still remember each every bit of us together, the way you managed me while I was so vulnerable due to the existence of me and that was you who guided me in such a gentle manner, by sending the link of It’s a Wonderful Life!
For years I went through this and that, turmoil chased, pushed me towards the universal inhibitions, but now, when I look back, neither have I found any reason for me to polish the hatreds precisely nor I find you in such whatsoever image. For wherever you are I know, you are still inside me, which is the ultimate truth I realized.
And hey, trust me, it doesn’t even bother me. I feel great! So be it not in person or voice, but the existence is and would be much more genuine as always been. Also, the family has filled me with profuse love and care, that I really feel now, happiness is not what I look for, it’s within me, you.
Finally, please do take care about yourself, as I can’t do that unless I reach you. That’s only one thing you need to do on behalf of me. Once again, thank you, for everything and yes; “You fill up my senses”. Just for you.
John Denver’s official audio for ‘Annie’s Song’. Click to listen to John Denver on Spotify: http://smarturl.it/JohnDenverSpotify?IQid=JohnDAS As featured on The Essential John Denver.
P.S.– Let go off the e-go now.